Violists

by Richard McGowan
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(Opus 22)

1. Gretchen in the Library
2. The Hungarian Lightbulb
3. Christmas Concert


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GRETCHEN IN THE LIBRARY


In winter the interior of the university library was hardly
warmer than the outside, and it was terribly drafty. The sole
difference between the interior and exterior, Gretchen often
remarked to herself, was that the latter received an occasional
snow. The library at least was dry. On most days in the
unfrequented areas--the closed stacks on the second and third
floors--one could see one's breath in the middle of the afternoon.
Gretchen thought it hardly the sort of climate she would have
chosen for her own books. But the cost of heating such an enormous
building--well, she decided she could hardly imagine so extravagant
a sum. On the coldest days, she often wore two petticoats. She
found the best method of staying warm, though, was to bustle as
quickly as she could. Primarily, she worked in the stacks,
extracting books for the library's patrons and reshelving books
that had returned--and keeping the shelves in good order.

Gretchen's twenty-ninth birthday had arrived--quite too
quickly--the day before, and she bustled with an excess of alacrity
to relieve her mind from the brooding that had occupied her for
several days. She had spent the evening alone, though she knew
it did her no good to seek solitude. To accept being past her
prime of life would be simpler perhaps, and productive of less
anguish, than fretting over what could not be changed. She was
nearly thirty, though--and she knew what lay in store for her a
few years hence. She had only to look at the assistant reference
librarian, Miss Sadie, to see how she herself would be in but a
few more years. The thought nearly made her shudder, and if she
allowed herself to think too deeply upon the matter, might have
brought her to tears. Thankfully, Gretchen told herself, she
could grow old among the books, where at least she had the company
of great minds--or their legacy--rather than spend a life straining
in a factory--or under the yoke of an old-fashioned man.

She had been estranged from her family for six years and
rarely given them serious thought since fleeing Connecticut.
A simple enough row it had been to start--what should she do now

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